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Emptiness

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What does it feel like to be lonely? Who knows, you wouldn't know until you acknowledge the idea.

I wonder… What is this feeling? It’s that feeling when you’re disappointed in something, but at the same time there’s this feeling of anguish in it. I don’t get it. I wish someone would tell me. My friends are here today. I like to call them friends. I talk with them every day after all. They’re a friendly bunch, saying spontaneous things that pop up in their heads whenever they like. I wonder how they do that. Maybe it’s like talking to your family. It’s hard. Maybe I’ll try again tomorrow. Home. It’s a nice place. I feel comfortable here. I get on my computer and go on the Internet. It’s a relaxing habit. My family isn't home, so I can do anything I want. I relish that. I finish school work, then I get the rest of the time off. I wonder.